Subtle Things & Heavenly Rewards

I was working today, and per policy, asked a sweet older gentleman if he had a Rewards card for me to scan. He proceeded to say, "Naw, you get your rewards in Heaven." :)

Here are 7 things that are on my mind everyday:

--> Tim; but that's a no-brainer.

--> How much I am going to miss my family once I'm moved out.

--> Money, money, money.

--> PFC Joshua Christie, and how much I miss him.

--> Ice cream... :p

--> How much I wish I had my driver's license.
--> aaaaaaaaannnnndddddd - how much I love the human species.

I am such a lucky girl.

Subtle Things & My Boyfriend

I love this kid, and man, am I one lucky girl.

We move in on September 1st, and I cannot wait.

There is something about him; this secure feeling. I know that even when things aren't okay, they will be -eventually- because I've got him. He's my best friend, partner in crime, and my secret keeper.

With all this hectic moving stuff, I've seen us solve problems together, budget, prioritize, and cooperate like none other. I've never known someone I work better with. But this isn't just a business relationship; he is the most entertaining person to spend time with. I don't know how to explain it any other way than this: we just, match.

You know how people always say, "you'll just know" that you are with the right person?
Well, I know.

Subtle Things & Life

Now comes the time where everything changes. Everyone is leaving, and nothing is the same.
It's crazy.

Subtle Things & Imperfections

Today was such a good day. I am on the path to health for my body, mind and soul, and I feel so good.

Everything just worked out today. And I didn't feel sick or paranoid, which is such a nice change.

After work, I participated in a Project 365 photo shoot with the lovely Nicole. And this was the product:

Day 63/365. My new favorite. :)

We painted our faces pink, and then pulled off a Cirque du Soliel design on our faces in yellow. Our tongues matched the pink!

However, this magnificent photograph was not the only thing produced this evening. Little does Nicole know, she teaches me new things all the time.

Tonight, I found the beauty in imperfection.

When we painted our faces initially, it outlined and emphasized all our scars and bumps. At first, self conscious, we noticed the imperfections on each other, and relaxed. Despite being covered beyond recognition in mixed pink paint, Nicole is one of the most beautiful people I have ever met. That is the beauty in imperfection; it allows you to love and let go. Nicole and I both have imperfections far more serious than acne, but we love the other, despite. Again, that is the beauty in imperfection.  Having the ability to love another, and look past the bumps and scars.

I love you, Nicole. Good luck in your upcoming year at school, and I have the utmost confidence in your abilities. Thank you for everything.

Subtle Things & Movies

I have found that I am a very picky woman when it comes to movies.

With action movies, I tend to get bored.

With science fiction and gore, I get sick to my stomach.

With inspirational movies and romances, I usually cry.

And I laugh at all the rest.

Except, I cannot handle murder movies and scary movies. They make me want to cry. While my family watches many good movies, I feel bad because my family really likes to watch psychological thrillers, but I just can't watch them.

The Lovely Bones is currently playing in the living room, and I made it to the part when her neighbor "shows her what he made", and then had to bail.

I'm just too light-hearted I guess. Is that bad?

Subtle Things & Regrets

I feel like I could have been a much better friend this summer.

With the upcoming uprooting of my close friends Nicole and Keara, I am reminded of the other important people in my life, that I didn't take advantage of, and I am deeply upset by it.

I would like these two young ladies to know, that I love them so much, and I can't wait to hear from them at school. I'm really sorry we didn't see much of each other this summer, but you know how that goes.

Nicole and I are going dancing tomorrow night with Tim and Elena, and Keara and I will be hanging out before she leaves as well (plans TBA). Thank you for everything you both have given me, and I wish you the best of luck at BYU. I know you will do amazing.
Oh! And make sure to check out Nicole's 365 Project. I personally follow it, and look at it everyday. She is amazing, and so talented. My personal favorites are Days 11, 28, 42, 43, 44, 46, 49. 51, 53, 54, 59, aaaaaaand 61. Watch her progress!
---> Nicole Rose - Project 365

Subtle Things & To Do Lists

Sorry, it's been a while since I blogged last. Typically, I blog at like one in the morning about my day. But I've been so tired lately. No biggy! Life is just catching up with me.

So, now that everything is falling into place, I have so much stuff to get done. Tim and I should be notified of our approval and security deposit in the middle of the week, and from then on, it's saving money, and at the same time, frugally shopping for our necessities.

We have been fortunate enough to have been gifted with all the furniture we need except for a coffee table, which isn't really a necessity. We just need groceries, cleaning supplies, and bathroom and kitchen materials and gadgets. Thank goodness we have the jobs we do! Not only is it steady, but we get discounts on everythingggggg. (and we get boxes fo freeee!) :)

We've officially created our joint bank account and savings account (which has almost $1000 in it as of today!) and are working on canceling out our other accounts. Checks are being made with both of our names on it as we speak! :) Once we get accepted, we also have to change our address with the DMV, the post office, the bank, Fred Meyer... I'm also in the process of washing and separating all my laundry from my sister's. That is a process, just let me tell ya!

Tim and I hung out today. Everyday with him is a good one, even if it's bad. He kissed me today, and I had one of those moments when I realized all over again that I am madly in love. I can't wait to see what our future holds for us.